Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Can I get a little happy?

He hasn't even left yet and I'm already feeling really blue. I've just felt like crying for the last couple days. Yesterday, I did cry a little after finding an old song on my myspace profile. (See previous post)

All day today, I've just felt like letting go and bawling for a while. Maybe it's just pent up emotion, maybe it's PMS, maybe it's the weather, maybe it's my failed audition that I'm still sore from – and the fact that I can't go work out because I'm still so sore. Maybe it's just everything, but I could really use some happy right now. 

I only have one friend who lives close that I would really like to hang out with right now, but I know she's way too busy with finals to try and entertain my emo tushy...

I can't even work up enough enthusiasm to plan my birthday party.

How do you get happy when you're feeling down?


  1. I'm sorry you are feeling down. But you are not alone.We all feel like that a couple of days before they leave. You just have to think positive and know that he will be back. It's okay to cry that is how we become stronger :)

  2. I download guilty pleasure songs on iTunes! Good luck, you can do it!

  3. Honestly, I read blogs like yours to get outside of myself. Anything to take my mind off myself. Or I go take a shower and just bawl my ass off. Or, if it's really bad, I'll bawl my ass off outside of the shower just to ensure I get that effed up snot explosion mixed with the tears so I look as bad as I feel. :)