He hasn't even left yet and I'm already feeling really blue. I've just felt like crying for the last couple days. Yesterday, I did cry a little after finding an old song on my myspace profile. (See previous post)
All day today, I've just felt like letting go and bawling for a while. Maybe it's just pent up emotion, maybe it's PMS, maybe it's the weather, maybe it's my failed audition that I'm still sore from – and the fact that I can't go work out because I'm still so sore. Maybe it's just everything, but I could really use some happy right now.
I only have one friend who lives close that I would really like to hang out with right now, but I know she's way too busy with finals to try and entertain my emo tushy...
I can't even work up enough enthusiasm to plan my birthday party.
How do you get happy when you're feeling down?