Well...

Well... One week down. Wasn't as bad as i thought it would be but i'm definitely feeling it more than i was at the beginning of the week. Especially since it's friday and he would usually be home for the weekend right now.

It took a couple of days to get over the urge to text him every time i wanted to talk to him. Instead i've been keeping a saved draft in my email and i've been writing everything down throughout the day and sending it all in an email before i go to bed. It's not quite the same as telling him in person but it gets all the things i want to tell him out of my mind so i can sleep. Well sort of. It's been a little bit hard to fall asleep without being able to say goodnight to him. It just feels like my day isn't quite complete without it.

Tomorrow is my dance performance. I'm a little bummed he won't be there. But i'm getting a dvd so he'll see it when he gets home.

Ok well speaking of the performance i have to get to bed so i'm well rested for it.

Night all!